焦盐海糖Lv.18
海马

Crimson Lips

Epilogue

第 39 章
4 年前
说我们手握命运就过于浪漫了。
       命运让暮光闪闪与我相遇,命运让我们再度重聚,确实,我曾经相信命运,但是现在?现在,我的故事的这一部分即将结束,我觉得不大对。
       坠入爱河是不可避免的。但是爱上彼此?
       爱上彼此只是一个选择。
       真的,这就是爱。形形色色,它是每个人要一遍又一遍做出的选择。
       选择爱自己,正如小蝶在我们第一堂驾驶课上参观自己将要租的一间小公寓。
       选择宽恕,正如她一看见我和暮光站在她学校外面便冲过去拥抱暮光闪闪。
       选择伸出援手,正如露娜女士和云宝黛茜一次次为我做的那样,不论我是否值得。
       选择继续前进,正如赛蕾丝蒂亚女士擦去一张旧照片上的灰尘时开始做的那样,照片上,她和一位有着宝蓝色双眸的妙龄女郎在昏暗的街道上翩翩起舞。
       最终,选择定义爱究竟为何,正如暮光闪闪做的,握住我的手,学到爱不会为行动所定义。性只是性,吻只是吻,拥抱,以及其他种种,都是如此。
       都只是它们自己而已。
       这些事情没有什么特别之处,只是你和自己所爱之人做的事罢了。
       或者说,只有当你和你爱的人做这些事情时,这些平凡的事情才会突然变得特别。
       如此简单。
      
       于是现在,我们来到这里。
       你认为故事结束了。你认为它并没有随着我的死亡而终止,你猜对了。
       主要是因为故事还没有结束。我们的赌注还没有结束。
       那这又是什么?你问道。
       我回答说,很简单。每一部好的戏剧都必须拥有的东西。
       我最亲爱的朋友,这只是我在为我最盛大的演出做准备。
 
 
 
Crimson Lips
 
will be continued in the sequel
 
Sapphire Eyes
 
Thank you for reading.
 
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 Author's Note:
And thus, Crimson comes to an end, but the story will continue with Sapphire (release date TBD).
 
Thank you again for reading! Before I go to my thank you’s, if you liked the story and have the means and would like to support me in any other way than with your lovely comments, here is my ko-fi!
 
Anyhoo! For my thank you’s.
 
Thank you to everyone who supported this story while it was under my alt. account and who took a chance with reading it despite any aversion you might have had with its subject.
 
Thanks to all my editors, particularly my main three (Cursori, Beltorn, and Carabas) who have stuck with me through this adventure.
 
Thanks to my friends with experience in the sex work industry for giving me feedback and helping me tell this story properly.
 
Huge thanks to my Patrons, for supporting me as I wrote, and even bigger thanks to readers in the Patreon Server who encouraged me every step of the way and who loved Crimson during the times I was in too dark a place to love it myself.
 
And, last but not least, thanks again to everyone who gave this fic a shot. I hope you enjoyed it, and that you’ll enjoy the sequel.
 
- mono “no crow” matic